Alright, I've been a total spaz lately, and this weekend seems to have been my Spaz Peak. I have been a COMPLETE spaz all weekend and have frankly done a series of stupid and embarrassing things. Amazingly, I've kept the damage to a minimum. Let's hope it stays that way and that the spazzing starts to ebb now.
I know I've been a bit awol with my emails and posting lately but I don't really feel like talking. I've been really homesick and have sort of come to realise that I'm not homesick for a place that exists, but some imaginary place in my heart. Does this make sense? I'm sick for a home where I'm surrounded by my own stuff... clothes to pots and pans. A place that feels comfortable, with ALL of my friends and family within close proximity. A place by the ocean but still with decent shopping ;) I know it's going to take some time to get close to a place like this, but maybe as long as I know that I'm working toward it then I can be a little cheerier. Still, JEEEZ! Mum and Dad... seriously... Nova Scotia?!
The Song of the Month for June is "The World Spins Madly On" by The Weepies because it's just got me pegged right now. Unfortunately The Weepies don't have a video, but there are a whole bunch of mediocre fan videos out there so I'll post two.
I quite like this one, but they cut the song short! WHY?!
This one's okay too.
I planted up five window box planter thingies today, so we'll see if they survive. This was my first serious attempt at gardening! Right now they look all scrawny and unhappy about being planted, but I'll take a picture when (if) they start to look more cheerful.
Love,
Gillian
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