First of all, thanks to everyone (especially Josh!) for your website tips and suggestions. We're re-vamping and fixing things and I'll update you when we've revised and uploaded again!
I'm back from Halifax, alive (though just barely) and refreshed. I had such a lovely time with my friend Kirsten! We shopped and went out for dinners and drinks, relaxed and talked and laughed. It was really nice!
The driving part was pretty uncool. Halifax has grown into its streets in a confusing way and I just don't get it. I'm a pretty good navigator, but as soon as I get behind the wheel I get lost. Like, epically lost within two minutes. LOST lost and inevitably ending up in the shifty part of Halifax. I didn't know there was a shifty part of Halifax, but I found it, consistently, with every wrong turn. Poor Kirsten. Thank you for being so patient with my insane driving. I promise I won't subject you to that again ;)
Tara (Kirsten's cousin), me and Kirsten at The Old Triangle! Not a flattering picture of any of us, really :P
Now onto the Philosophical Fortunes. I drink a brand of tea called Yogi Tea, and each tea bag comes with a little mantra or saying that is all very zen and yoga-like. Some of these I find perplexing, but some are quite nice and I save them in my dream box (eg: "delight the world with kindness, grace and compassion.") Lately I've found that some fortune cookies have had similar philosophical messages inside them as well. Some of them are still very fortuney-fortunes, but some of them are just rather nice messages and not really fortunes at all. My particular favourite is "You are the master of every situation" (framed on either end by happy faces.) It's not really a fortune, but my goodness it's a good mantra to live by (especially for a control freak like me!) Really though, if you believe you ARE the master of every situation, then you can control every situation and achieve a positive outcome! They should be called "Epiphany Cookies", really. Go think about it for a few minutes.
" :) You are the master of every situation :) "
I mean, to quote Darth Vadar: "Search your feelings. You know it to be true."
...uh-huh, I know. Deep :P
ANYWAY, why am I telling you all of this? Well, to avoid studying, of course!
I was kind of freaking about about my exams until I remembered that I am the master of every situation? And then I felt better. Also I really like AutoCAD, which is maybe a little nerdy of me to admit but today I learned about Trimming and Chamfers and was totally giddy. Sheila is probably the only person I know who will know what I'm talking about, but Sheila? Trimming is wicked. It's hard for me to keep learning from my books because I'm mostly excited to start designing my dream home (and chamfering objects to make a conservatory with bevelled walls!!! *swoon*) My goal is to finish my AutoCAD course work by Sunday, and MircoStation (which I hate) by Friday the 11th. Wish me luck!
And on that note, I suppose I should get on with it!
Lots of love!
Gillian
P.S. If you liked the "master of every situation" thing, this poem is rather inspiring along the same lines. You probably know it from high school English class, but that was a long time ago, even for me...
Invictus by William Ernest Henley
OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the
bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.